Field Report April 24-27

Two Number Closes.

Two Flakes.

Two Failed attempts to pass through attraction.

I'm sitting home on a thursday night in my casual clothing as i relax from another day of work, while checking my msn and email. Suddenly this girl i met via facebook, messages me and piratically begs for me to come out with her and her sister at some bar named Suite 69.

Excuses begin to seep out of my mouth as i type the words, while my heart beats in excitement at the thought of going back into the field. Suddenly my excuses are overcome by my own slef reasoning of interacting with women, have social value the moment i step into the bar and my half wingman by my side.

I won't lie, the night was a blast. True alot of shit happened, Steph got a little over plastered by the time we got there, so much to the point where she had to be taken home. Her sister was a whiney little brat who had the mind set that every guy was a tool...that was until she ran into me. I quickly put her in her place. But she was such a shadey character, that i quickly abadon her to go after two young ladies who seemed to have more value. Me and JD pulled our moves on the dance floor - sadly this was all built on dance game - which i mastered....but it has too many holes and flaws. The dance floor is a trap.

Anyways, we get the girls to dance with us, JD takes the brunette and leaves my target to me. She had the most drawing eyes i ever seen, and i seemed to almost fall in love with this woman on the spot. It was such a rush and the vibe was on. We kissed at the end of the night and made plans to meet up again with her friend on Friday night.

We were flaked, and ended up waiting for 45 minutes for the girls and basically gave them the finger as we bounced from whyte ave to jasper and went to Halo. I was expecting some Venusian Artist friends to be there, but they also flaked.

I didn't blame them, it was retro night, and the music was absolutely crap. But there was a group of women who shot the shit with me and JD, and we quickly got their number as we bounced to the druid and came back again later due to the massive amounts of sausage in the other bar.

But the night took a plunge at the end of the night and me and JD ditched to go home. We had work the next day.

Overall Vicky never returned my texts or acknowledged my phone calls (officially removed from my phone and marked as Failure #1. Jackie is still a work in progress, but she seems somewhat hesitant at the same time. So I'm already classifying her as Failure #2.

So overall, I'm once again with no girls at Level 1 and I'm slowly starting to get pissed off. I was under the impression i was supposed to get better, and right now im watching Spillz become a master in mere moments! I fucking hate this BS!

So I already committed tomorrow as a day dedicated to sarging at the mall. Im tired of little the women walk away from me. I will get better.

I HAVE TO BE!

April 11 - 2008

I've done it.

It took some time and alot of grueling effort, but I managed to get a job at the brick as a Sales Associate. I'm quite proud of my job, since everything I use within the Venusian Arts to create rapport with sets, is used to make a sale. Worse. I get paid for it.

I've shown alot of potential and even my two bosses pulled me aside and told me i was deemed for great things. Hell, I've already become one of their top sales writer. 12 thousand dollar sales in one day is not to be looked down upon at all.

Yet I can't help but think that I'm only accomplishing only half of what I could be doing.

The Venusian Arts demands that the three areas of life be maintained at all times. Wealth, Health, and Love. As it currently stands I have an abundance of wealth. At least to survive, pay rent and hit local bars. Which is what I need to begin with for now.

However my health has taken a sharp plunge to the bottom. I'm not nearly as fit as I was three months ago. I'm no longer tonned, and I'm not impressed with that to the slightest bit. Secondly, I have no love life, because I been focusing sorely on work.

Uhm....hello? The Brick job was to increase my social skills in interactions, not destroy my social life.

So where does this lead me? Well, in order to get the body i want i need to do the following. 1) Start working out again. Its as simple as three - four 30 min work outs a day. I can do that after getting back from work. Next, easting healthier - slowly making the transition to that.

Than on my days where i have off, i should sarge at least one of the two days i have off. To at least build a social life again.

So now that work is no longer an issue, I have to build from the ground up on the other aspects while maintaining a balance in the other areas. Shouldn't be too hard.

So let the Gaming Begin!